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Saturday, 21 February 2009

Currently
What Would You Do
By City High
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Blast from the past

Wow, I have not written on this thing for a LONG time. Ah...it reminds me of the good, old days. I do feel like I'm back at square one. Life is about moving forward, but I had somehow put my life into reverse. Over the past few years, I can feel a part of me being chipped away. At the present time, I feel like a walking, soulless person. Tough times doesn't help either. Nor everyone else. But, like the saying, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. So keep an optimistic mind that we can pull through this. And, hopefully, I can find my purpose soon and put myself at peace.

Slipping Away - Sum 41
I'm slippin' away
In every way
I can't stay awake
I'm slippin' away

But tryin' to make it
Through each day
I'm fallin apart now
In every way
I'm findin' it harder
To get by
There's a hole in my heart
And I don't know why
Now I've come to realize

I'm slippin' away

Sunday, 01 July 2007

tired

tired of how the society is. forgive me.

Thursday, 28 June 2007

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

Talking about your feelings to an intimate friend or lover is not the easiest thing in the world for you Goats, but it's important that you bring your intentions up to the surface. There's no room now for calculated thinking. You cannot just say something in order to get a specific response. Just be in the moment and express your heart.

*true true. so tough. =(

Monday, 18 June 2007

time to let myself go

    Life is always a learning process. it is being able to mold yourself into a better person. if you're born with a certain personality, are you able to change yourself? it depends. it depends if you care enough to change. actually, not change, per se. are you able to work on it to make the other person happy?

    For so long now, I've put up this huge wall in order to protect myself from being hurt. I'm afraid that if I did let that wall down, I'll become vulnerable. Even if I did care about that person so much, I'm always afraid. Afraid that something will happen, and I'll be left alone once again. I guess the fear prompts me to run into different places, but my heart will always remain in one place.

    Why do I always act like I don't care about something when I really do, and vice versa when I don't? Why is it so hard for me to open up? why is it so hard for me to show my emotions? I guess one of my biggest fears is appearing weak, but I finally comprehend that it's what makes you human.

    All-in-all, I finally found what I care most about, and I'm willing to tear that wall down. I found what's worth it. What's worth being hurt over. If you care a lot about the other person, sit, and talk to them. Don't hide, or run away when you run into problems. If they sincerely care about you, they'll understand. They'll do anything to work it out with you.
    Yes, confrontations is hard to do. But if I sincerely care, I'm willing to forget how much I hate it, and work out the problem. cause out of everyone, I especially don't want to hurt you.

Saturday, 16 June 2007

Finally
-Fergie
MMMMMMMMMM

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come a day
When I would have to way
Make so many mistakes
I could'nt comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my maze has been solved

[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

MMMMMMMM

I remember the beggining you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
On another face
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the nets that I have made

Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally know that

[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally

MMMMMMMM

Finally, Finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Give my love to him finally

Ohhhhhhh, Finally, Finally, finally